Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Monday, September 20, 2004
Someone: Hi, how are you?
Me: I am fine
Someone: What is your first speaking language?
Me: Chinese aka Cantonese aka Hokkien
Someone: How bout second? English?
Me: No, my second language is Broken English :D
Is broken english something to laugh about? Infact, I love to speak broken english, its so fun and less tension. To speak a proper english, it shall kill me, I am not english educated, nor I have some special friends or relatives that speak english with me, oh even I have, I never have the intention to mix up with those.
Broken english is the evolution of english plus chinese or hokkien. I have no shame on speaking broken english, language's purpose is to transmit a message from one to others, so if broken english can do the same job, it shouldn't be a shame.
Malaysia and Singapore created broken english. Hail these 2 countries. China is becoming a larger market in near future which plays important role in world trading activities. Yet not many peoples know how to speak a proper english, so why not just make broken english an official language as well? Broken english will assist a lot on communication between caucasian and chinese, that's a good thing.
When go to disco or pub, people tend to speak english to pretend as higher class or status, and yet the pretention sucks. Come on guys/gals, speak broken english proudly !!! Be yourself, don't care what others think, yea those may be able to speak fluent english, challenge them chinese or cantonese then, bet they will gulp as well.
Banana human is the opposite of broken english, they are chinese grew up under english surroundings. They don't even know how to write their chinese name properly, they should feel proud on this... proud that they looks like high class people.
So, dun feel shame on broken english, i shall make it short as 'brenglish'. The future new language !!! BRENGLISH !!! Talk now to be more 'in' :D
Go Brenglish go !!!
Saturday, September 18, 2004
White vs. Black
Since when? Since Genesis? We have a mindset deep in our brain, white is for good and black is for bad.....
White is for bright, good, pretty, just, everything nice related to white. Black is for dark, bad, ugly, evil, devil, everything bad related to black.
So whose life is more valueble? A black guy or a white guy? Who will your heart feel sad when you see black or white guy die? Black or white gal rape?
Yeah you wanna sleep well at night, sleep without any worry. What is the best way of doing this? Bomb your opponents so that they cannot harm you? Kill your opponents so you feel safe?
Skin color is how you judge something? What if you are blind, so you are unable to judge anymore? or you going to judge by sound in that case? Soft sound means good?
To get peace, the best way is to war? Yes some guys are deserve to punish, but not their citizen in the country...
White skin is just, they should rule the world, they should be the leader of the world. What the hell is this... Just because you can create more bombs means that you are just and leader? Just that other can produce the same weapons or better weapons you graded them as evil forces? So who are evil forces?
BOTH !!! :D
Bible and Quran are 2 stupid books that create the wars we have now. Each book has a supreme God/Allah that claimed himself to be the creator of this messy world. We are all in the show, what show? Truman show !!! These 2 suckers are watching us fighting against each others from somewhere, kill kill kill !!! hahahhaa nice shot. We should stop war against each other, ask these 2 supreme God to fight themselves. I will surely buy a ticket no matter how expensive it will be.
So God is white and Allah is Black now, God vs. Allah. What a show. I really hope the one who his/her mouth come out with the word 'Let's go WAR' die immediately. God or Allah, if you can hear me, those who speak the word, please electrify them to die immediately.
So now, Bush you hav more weapons and Osama you hav less. So why sacrifice the innocents? Let's giv Bush more weapons on hand and give Osama one baseball stick and let them fight themselves. If Bush win, burn Quran and vice versa. I am not really trying to make any points here, just doing statements on what I don't comfortable with the world order now.
When 911 happened, I never really feel oh my gosh, I feel its like volcano bursting, a natural disaster. Peoples jump down from the high tower, who cares? Oh even the one is my wife or mother who die in the incident, so what? nothing really horrify me.
When War on Iraq happened, my heart turns sad a bit, oh maybe I am a black? I am a devil :D The war shall never end until one side said stop. Ah nevermind, we who live in this dejavu world is just not going to end fightings. After some massacres ended, future peoples start dejavu again and again. So why pity those who die in war?
FUCK Bush, Evil Bush, Fuck Osama, Evil Osama, Fuck myself, Evil myself ....
Friday, September 17, 2004
Why Dejavooo? It comes from the word dejavu, which means some experiences or memories you came across but you can't really recalled them.
So you think your life will be different, you are unique, you are going to make something special to make your life a success. Infact everyone in the world now is thinking the same like you. Everyone is thinking that their life is so special which others cannot match on, get more money, be in a higher status, achieve something others can't. Have the mindset which not going to be same with others. Infact, you guys are same, very similar, everyone suffering to get the same thing - success.
Success in this world is somehow ridiculous. After you die, you taking none with you except what you did in the world includes those goods and bads.
When you walk on the street tomorrow, look around you, you see a lot of dejavu, that boy/girl is doing exactly same thing you did in the past, when you grow older, you see more dejavu and you laugh. That's the stupid moments you came across but its fun and memorable. Nobody can jump out of this dejavu thingy, everything just looks similar, everyone is copying everyone, just to make life success.
What life a success? What for? To make your name into history so that you will make your grand grand grand (x10000) child feel proud with? or just that moment you feel you are somewhat better than everyone else. Let's make an example why world record is stupid; 100 metres run, someone got 9.78 seconds world record and 1000 years later someone conquer the earth and banned 100 metres run competition and everybody else thinks its stupid to have this kind of competition too, then the record will become a rubbish. But one good thing is, you can make a living if you able to run fast now.
The world is changing very fast, which I can use blitz to describe. We human being is very creative and imaginative, we can create things that you never dream of. Cars, aeroplanes, computers, mobile phone etc. One creation better than the previous. You are very proud with your car now, Ferrari or BMW or some others, but if the thing called 'teleport' successfully researched. Every transportation mean become rubbishs.
Nothing is permanent, impermanent means suffer. (however I know many peoples enjoy impermanent). God is permanent some claimed. How do you know? Because he claimed he is? How do you know one day God will not become reverse? (dog :P)
If God you praising now done something bad, yes, I can tell you that he has the chance to become a dog. Don't tell me God won't make mistakes, He himself admitted lot of times he did mistakes and some he never even realise or never want to admit.
Truth is the only way out. Can you imagine the life you are going thru now you had already gone thru it 1000000 times ago? Dejavu continues and continues, never stop...keep looping until you understand Truth.
One thing, no matter how many money you earn, how high status you get, how great achievement you exceed in your DREAM, its meaningless. And we are doing so now, how pity. Hope one day dejavu can be stopped, but I predict that's going to take endless time.
Blogs selection and myself
After couple weeks on selecting which blog server to start off. Blogger is the first I come across, after N blogs I registered and make research, finally come back to this. Damn.
I am an ordinary person living in Klang. 1981's borned baby with Gemini sign. My english level is very sendirian berhad (private LIMITED) but I expect most of you guys able to understand my english or so called singlish. I am not going to use a lot of bombastic words with tough vocab or sort, simple english will do.
I love sports betting a lot, but seems that I don't have that kind of luck to beat the bookmakers or bookies, I prefer to follow some experts' tips. Those who love sports betting can come here and I may post some really confident picks which I found. If you are not greedy enough, 10% percentage yield every month is not a problem, which means if your capital is 100 units, you can win 10 units per month, based on your ratio though.
Besides that I love othello board game, I have been in this game for 3 years now, seriously play and learn I mean, not those simply done while I am young. Ah most of time I mess up with this present tense and past tense thingy, very fussy. Not like chinese, easily recognised. I can say that I am at least Top 10 in Malaysia on playing othello, I promised myself that within 5 years time, deadline year 2009, I will play in World Othello Championship. I have to gather more experiences to make my game improve, though till now I still never win one against world no 1. currently Benjamin Seeley, he is 2 years younger than me, live in USA. He is my othello idol, his style of playing is very unique, you will never know what he is planning until the endgame. You know its difficult to plan something in this 8x8 64 boxes board, its not like Go, which is 19 x 19 and you can do a lot of tactic plays.
For outdoor, I love swimming and just took a class of kickboxing months ago. I have fear on water in the past, scare of drown, but not now. Kickboxing is very good martial art to learn, nowadays got so many criminals around, bring along some techniques to overcome others with punches and kicks make me and peoples around me feel more secure.
For my job, I am a webmaster on a website www.arbbest.com which dealing with sports arbitrage. This technique is there to take advantage of bookmakers from the odds they offered on some matches. It cannot be done in Malaysia because Malaysia government banned internet betting, too bad... I graduated from University of Bradford with Bachelor of Industrial Engineering, seeking a job related with it now. Wish me luck !!!
My final destination? Religion. This is a very wide topic, will express next time.